Over the
past year I have been challenged to consider, and reconsider, the role of an
ordained minister in the church. I suppose it is something that we should
constantly challenge ourselves to reconsider again and again, but this year for
me has been especially challenging as I have thought particularly about Jesus
and how he interacted with people.
The church
is a strange organisation, and I use the word organisation in a very fluid
fashion, because many people would not recognise it as one organisation but
rather many ‘different organisations’. But if we all believe in Jesus Christ,
and if we all hail from the same roots then in many respects we are all one
organisation albeit with many different faces. How much does this matter when
one is sitting holding the hand of an elderly patient who is terminally ill, or
the young parents who just lost their only child, or when faced with families
who have just lost loved ones in an accident; in truth it matters little. What
matters is that the church reaches out to each individual to give them love,
compassion, and in the end hope.
Humanity as
we know is flawed in many ways; and each of us presents ourselves to others as
we are, all the good, and all the bad, and all we expect from the other is that
they do the same. So any organisation built upon a flawed foundation will
itself contain flaws; so in many ways so too are our larger organised churches.
They have become so large that on a day-to-day basis their aims are often to
sustain their immense size, which will mean ensuring that they can cover the
salaries of their many employees as well as those who are paid as ordained
ministers. On top of this is a huge amount of money that goes towards
maintenance of buildings, and let’s not even mention pension pots. So one can
almost understand that the big picture for a large organised, and perhaps,
ancient church is about sustaining its size and paying its way. But how does
this sit alongside the mission of Christ, the calling of Christ to us all who
believe, that call to reach out to all people so that they too may also come to
know Christ, and through Christ to know the Father.
All clergy
when training as such will spend a huge amount of time reading about the
theological concepts of mission. Much of this study will be based upon the
theology of mission which in truth is the academic thought behind what mission
should be, could be, or would best suit the church to be. My experience of time
spent studying mission at theological college is somewhat negative to say the
least. We had many books thrust at us that told us how we could do mission,
then there were many other books that told us why the first books were wrong.
But in the main the vast majority of the material spoke about the big church,
and when I say big church I me large congregations. Now I have to accept that
in my 50 years I have in the main spend most of my life as a member of a church
congregation that has tended to be on the smaller side. When I say smaller side
I mean somewhere in the region of 50 to 80 people. Though I have been to many
churches where the average congregation can be far less than this, and I can
say without a shadow of a doubt that at each service I felt the Holy Spirit
with us. Now there are so many pressures to grow the church; I do recall the
current Bishop of Shrewsbury, Mark Reynolds, addressing a group of new curates
reminding everyone that if the average congregation numbers stay the same then
the church has actually grown. He was talking about time. We often restrict
ourselves to the here and now and forget that God does not work by our time
constraints.
By now you’re
wondering whether I actually care about the numbers of people who attend church
on a Sunday; well the answer is yes. The answer is yes, yes because the more
people that attend means that we are reaching out and spreading the word of
Christ as Christ commanded his disciples to do. Yes, also because the more
people that attend our churches means the more support they can give to one
another particularly during the difficult times. As a point of clarification
when I say churches I do not mean buildings, I mean churches made up of the
people, all God’s people. Because God’s people can meet anywhere as church as
they did in those early days. But when I say yes I also say yes with caution, you
would expect that from a lawyer wouldn’t you? Why caution? Because the object
is not about large numbers of people, it never has been, and never should be!
For me as a priest the most important thing for me to do will be to deal with
the next person that needs my help.
It is all
about the next person I meet. If our churches become so big that we can no
longer cater for each individuals needs then there is a massive problem, and
that was the issue the mission books never ever dealt with. What matters is the
one, not the many, because on a day-to-day basis the many are usually coping
well but one by one each will find the need for help and support, that is when
as representatives of Christ we must reach out. When Jesus spoke about the 99
sheep he was reminding us that the one mattered, the one that was not there. In
this parable the one was a sinner, but he still spoke about going after the
one, I am quite sure that the parable still stands if one has to leave the 99
sheep to go after the one good sheep who is in distress.
A minister
once said to me when moving into a new church sometimes you had to upset the
apple cart, and if some people leave but that allowed opportunity for a lot
more to join then in reality you had a result. No, no, no, no, what on earth
was he thinking? This is like driving part of your flock out into the road
without care, it makes no sense; it is based upon a perverse rationality of
mission by numbers. I am not blind, I understand the politic within the church
and the problems the church family can suffer. I also know that which can stop
a church from developing its own mission when it feels the Holy Spirit calling
it to reach out into its own community. There will be people within the church
family who for many reason hold out against change, but they are still part of
the church family. Therefore, they must be looked after, respected and
nurtured. Space must be found for everyone, those who been with the church for
a long time and those who aspire to join the church, because let us not forget
the church has no walls therefore we cannot be hemmed in. Of course changes do
take place things do move on, and occasionally some people do feel the need to
move on. The church family, especially those called to be leaders and clergy, must
never give up on them, the family must always reach out and say that, “we are
here we love you and you will always be welcome”.
A church is
not made up of a congregation! Is made up by single persons, each with their
own stories to tell, their joys, their pains, their gifts and their needs. If
Christ loves them then so do I.
Luke 15 Parable of the Lost Sheep,
Parable of the Lost Coin, Parable of the Prodigal Son